This American Life

Listening to This American Life is usually a solitary activity.  I started listening to TAL regularly when I lived in North Carolina, and I was convinced that Ira Glass was sending dispatches from the urban world directly to me (and to Stick), reminding me that I was not actually Ovid in exile on the Black Sea. Now I usually listen to podcasts on headphones while I work, but it’s still solitary.

Last week, I went to the This American Life show with Harold, Roy, and Roy’s friend Simone, who all listen to TAL independently, and we sat down in a theater full of NPR hipsters, watching the show simultaneously with other theaters full of NPR listeners all over the country. A massive network of people laughing at the Terri Gross bank robbery, or at the RadioLab random numbers, or watching at the street portraits or dances just for the live audience, and listening to more typical TAL segments of audio blog posts and the obligatory David Sedaris reading.

And Ira Glass gave asked everyone to download the TAL Live app, which had three buttons to create three sounds, and appeared magically in different colors on different phones. We were asked to turn our phone volumes all the way up, and reminded several times that ordinarily one should never use a cell phone in a movie theater. Each player would watch the feed for icons of his color, and hit the corresponding button on his phone on the cue. Players without smartphones would be the rhythm section, snapping and stomping. (Audience members were not reminded that ordinarily, one should not stomp and snapping in a movie theater.) Then OK GO came on to play a song, with the accompaniment of that entire massive network of NPR hipsters.

If I had known that play massively multiplayer Cell Phone Hero with Ira Glass and OK GO was a thing to put on a life list, I would have put it on my life list.

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Look, A Three-Headed Monkey!

I’ve recently learned that it’s actually much harder to work How appropriate, you fight like a cow. into the dialogue for a tropical island game than Monkey Island might lead one to believe. Just in case you were wondering.

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(I Attack The Darkness)

Meg: Hi, *New beta tester*, was *endless grind assignment* the least fun you’ve ever had playing a videogame?

New Beta Tester: No. Yesterday Caitlin had me swimming underwater to take pictures of the darkness.

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Sunshine Challenged

I ended up with my apartment in Bed-Stuy because it was close to the train to my office work, walking distance to Harold and to Roy, and near lots and lots of hipster coffeeshops, but my bedroom happens to have a skylight. It’s a walk-up, without a dishwasher, and the laundry is down the street, and my room is just barely big enough for my bed and my clothes, but there’s a gorgeous skylight over my bed.

As the days get lighter, I’ve begun waking up earlier. You’d think this is going to be a delightful story about waking up in the middle of the city, with sunshine on my face, but actually, I wake up in a panic that it’s so bright, it must be late, I must have slept through my alarm! And I leap out of bed in panic. Every day.

These bright spring mornings are totally overrated.

 

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Kuala Lumpur

The following is probably only funny to my college friends, but it proves that I’m not the only one who waits years for the perfect chance to say something ridiculous. Eric does too!

Meg: Remember when you poured iced tea into my lap twelve years ago?
Eric: Yes. You haven’t let me forget it.
Meg: I totally one-upped you the other night.
I set Harold’s napkin on fire at dinner.
Eric: Oh did you…
Cool, now you can lay off about the tea.
Meg: it was all his fault, really.
Eric: If he hadn’t been cleaning the dishes with lighter fluid, the napkin would have been fine?
Meg: haha no, I was distracted,
which is clearly his fault!
Eric: I see. Surely he knows better then to distract you when there’s fire nearby
Or sharp objects, fragile heirlooms, steep hills/cliffs, water, hamsters, budgies, carrots, handbags, cheese, kuala lumpur

It also proves that I should probably not be trusted in restaurants with candles.

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Thoughts on Michael Saladino’s GDC Talk “Wake up! Your Team is on Fire! Why Your Real Problems Are Cultural and How To Change Them”

A common metaphor we all hear in game development, and software development in general, is fire. After an absence, we ask our team what’s on fire. We talk about projects that are on fire, we refer to fighting fires as we try to solve development problems in the face of release deadlines. I’m personally guilty of this, I triage my tasks into what’s most on fire to solve first, and I use those very words when I do so.

Michael Saladino believes this disaster metaphor is a symptom of a lack of understanding the problems in game development. Smart studios should work to give up the disaster metaphors, and start viewing problems like treating cancer. In this model, problems in development should be addressed as symptoms of a larger problem.

The fire is not, say, a looming and impossible milestone, but a symptom of a systems failure. That milestone that’s giving the team such a problem didn’t occur in a vacuum, so is the cause a poor management call? A team too small for the workload? Ineffective software? Wildly differing expectations from different departments?

Smaller problems will point to the root cause, but unfortunately, these low-level problems are often ignored. Whether it’s a too-small team, poor management, flawed software, or dozens of other systemic challenges, this root cause will continue to result in low productivity.

Good crunch is when the team orders pizza into the office, and stay late completing tasks and hitting a deadline. In good crunch, meeting a deadline is a motivator. The dev team all want to hit milestones and hit ship dates, and they’re ready and willing to stay late to make that happen.

Bad crunch is when the entire team works evenings and Saturdays, spends Sundays trying  to sleep off some of their exhaustion, and drag themselves in on Monday to do it all over again. Bad crunch is sustained. Employees burn out, leaving the games industry or at least the company.  (For anyone who may be unfamiliar with it, I’d like to point you to Erin Hoffman’s 2004 “EA Spouse” essay on the state of crunch and the development lifestyle. And in the tech world, Facebook’s Sheryl Sandburg just made headlines for announcing that she leaves work early — at 5:30 — every day to be with her family.)  Often a crunch schedule’s long hours are instituted by the company, when management calls in the employees’ promised dedication to work, in order to ship a product on time.
Saladino points out that when faced with difficult goals, many employees start their own crunch time. When an employee feels that his deadlines are impossible, that he’s hitting a low percentage of his goals, that he’s being pulled in too many directions, or whatever the flag is that his work is slipping away, employees will stay later and create their own crunch schedule.

This is caused by people who are dedicated to the job and the product, facing impossible deadlines. Saladino doesn’t actually spell this out, but I believe that this self-imposed crunch comes out of employees who are committed to the game and to the games industry. Otherwise, why not be out the door at 5:01 PM?  That same motivation and the same work ethic that causes good crunch and higher productivity also creates the productivity drain of long hours.

Saladino refers to his thesis that bad crunch is a symptom of a systemic illness, and to eliminate this symptom, a good studio needs to diagnose and cure the root cause. To this end, he suggests many ways to clear up communication and process, and to set and achieve reasonable milestones.

Good advice for an industry known for long hours and early burnout, but it will be interesting to see how many studios can take the time from firefighting to remodel the development process.

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Protecting The Finnish

I’m on a Skype call for work, meeting long-distance with co-workers based in Manhattan and in Gothenburg. One of the guys has just told us a Swedish joke, and then asked if anyone else knows a good joke about Swedes. Or possibly a joke at the expense of Norwegians? Scandinavians? Sadly, the Americans don’t have much to add here, and that brief moment of camaraderie is about to sink back in to the swamp of misplaced emails and impossible deadlines.

Then, I remember that I do know a good Scandinavian joke! I’ve been waiting years for the perfect opportunity to tell my sister’s best joke!

“Hey, guys!” I say, “I’ve got one! Why do they polish the tanks in Helsinki everyday?”

I was very happy, it’s been a long time since I got to use Bethie’s joke about protecting the Finnish. The last time it was really appropriate in everyday life, I was on a mad rush to the American Embassy in Beijing. True story.

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Daredevil

Stick asked me the other night where if my sister Bethie picked a grad school yet.

“She did!” I tell him. “She’s going to Columbia! She’s going to live in the city, near me!”

“Columbia? That’s a great choice!” Stick says, “because that’s where Daredevil went to school!”

 

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Magic Library

I’ve been reading a lot on my Kindle, and just as I was about to run out of money buying books, Roy told me I could check NYPL e-books out on my Kindle. This is pretty much the greatest thing ever.

The electronic library collection includes the type of bestsellers I love to read, and to have read, but not necessarily devote space to in my tiny Brooklyn apartment.  I can get those from the library now!

Ok, so from time-to-time, I think that the person who designed the browsing UI and the checkout process secretly works for Amazon, and wants all the library patrons to give up in frustration and just order the bloody thing. But requesting library books for my Kindle is still pretty much the best thing ever.

When I hear a book review on NPR or read one on a blog, and then I search for that book in NYPL Kindle titles, and then I add myself to the waitlist after 50 or 100 other library patrons who already heard the NPR review and grabbed that title. Then later, the library sends me an email saying that my book is ready! Turns out those 50 or 100 borrowers read freakishly fast, too. So I sign in to download it, which can be done from pretty much anywhere (although one of the weirdnesses of the interface is that the actual eNYPL site isn’t smoothly compatible with the Kindle browser, so I can either use a proper PC or use the Kindle and swear a lot), and it magically downloads to my reader.

So I did that on the train, coming back from Durham, looking for books to request and to appear magically into my hands. Free.

I love living in the future! I hope I get my flying car next!

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Arizona

My company shares a floor with a bunch of media companies, social advertisers, and tech start-ups, and someone on our floor has gotten a contract with Arizona and left a crate of Strawberry Coladas in the office kitchen today. That person is my new favorite! These are so yummy!

Turns out, these Arizona Strawberry Coladas are 2.5 servings per bottle… so I’ve had 7.5 servings of pretend cocktail today.  And the second ingredient, after water, is high fructose corn syrup, or as we writers with the extensive vocabularies like to call it, SUGAR. What’s seven-and-a-half times ALL THE SUGAR IN THE WORLD??? BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT I JUST DRANK!!

I’m not sure who has the Arizona contract and who left a crate of these up for grabs in the office kitchen, but that person is my new favorite! I’ll probably go hug them after I run around the building a couple more times!

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